Today we ventured to Pasadena to go celebrate with Heather’s uncle Rick and family and friends. Rick got married yesterday to his partner David. I was not able to go to the wedding because I obviously had church. But I wanted to make it evident to Rick that I cared for him and David. At the party/brunch today I was able to write to the 2 of them a small note in a sort of congrats journal. While writing I was able to take a quick second and think solely about Rick and who he is to me. I can see Christ in Rick. I truly can. In almost every aspect of him. From his brashness to his sincerity. He does things all or nothing. I found it a struggle to come to grips with my feelings. Only now I am settling with them. I am happy for Rick. He seems healed. He seems complete. Of’course he is. Just as when you find that mate you have searched for. There is an aspect of humanness th
at I cannot help but be satisfied with and for him. Rick knows what I believe. He knows my "politicalness". He knows my "evangelicalness". But more than anything, today Rick and David know I love them and will continue to be a part of their lives until God takes one of them home. Some have told me I am wrong in my feelings.
But I’m tired of not celebrating my love for someone while trying to prove a point.
Call it what it is.
Los.
