1. When you look at porn you do it because you feel like you are in control.
Click…type….dot com…fantasize…click…close…control.
2. When you binge and purge you do it because you feel like you are in control.
Eat…eat…eat…walk…close…lock…barf…clean…control.
3. When you talk smack about your leader you do it because you feel like you are in control.
Talk…disagree…walk…brew…call…”I can’t believe he”…hang up…control.
4. When you flirt with that other married person you do it because you think you are in control.
Smile…stare…heartbeat…walk away…walk back…smile…heartbeat…innocent…control.
5. When you start believing the hype about who you are you “try harder” because you think you are in control.
4God…praise…4God…praise…4God/Me…praise…4Me…praise…4ME…4ME…4ME…control.

Let me let you in on a little secret.
You are not in control. At all.

After you finish masturbating, you don’t spoon with your 15″ of LCD and tell it you love it.
After you binge and purge your heart rate speeds up then slows down.
After you hang up the smack talking phone call, your confidant is not impressed with you.
After smiling at whomever that is, your kids and wife know. Trust me.  They do.
After you start believing the hype, you forget the hype will leave, and you end up in a str8 jacket.

This is going to sound so simple. But it’s not. That’s the point. So I write this to remind us all…
Let God dominate you into submission in EVERYTHING to Him.

I promise you will slowly// stop trying to have sex with your computer screen, stop trying to be the skinniest, stop trying to take his job, stop trying to convince yourself that his or her smile is anything more than just that…a smile, and stop trying to convince yourself that the hype will not end…it will.

And when it ends, because it will end…
You might just have a family, health, and relationships that reek of Jesus.
Not of you.
Los