Today I stopped feeling God.


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Today I don’t believe.

Today I don’t believe God is going to provide.

Today I don’t believe I should have ever left working my 9 to five.

Today I don’t believe the book I wrote matters.

Today I don’t believe the words I’m writing for my next one will matter either.

Today I don’t believe my ideas are worth pursuing.

Today I just don’t “feel” it anymore.

Well that sucks.

Cause when I went to bed last night I actually did believe all those things.

I actually did “feel” God.

But you know the good news?

God’s provision and His faithfulness have nothing to do with how we “feel”.

So feel away.

Just know that when you get to the end of your feelings…

He’s still there.

It’s better that way.